Cho Kyuhyun sighed, seemed to be impatient. He was already very late to the club meeting because of the damn bus. And then the stranger wanted to postpone even more. “What now? I’m in a hurry.”
"I… need you."
"I don’t know what else to say or do. Don’t go, I need you…"
“I need you, that contains eight letters.” Kyu grinned. “And so is bullshit.”
That’s it. Siwon couldn’t find more excuses to keep him stay longer, so he decided to reach out his hand, offering the first and last hand shake. “Very well, I’m sorry if I’ve disturbed you in any way. You take care then, and good luck with the game…”
Just a normal hand-shaking, so Kyuhyun might as well gave his last kindness to the desperate man. “Hyung-ssi too.” He answered short, touched Siwon’s hand for the first time, held it for a while until he could feel the right portion of warmth. The skin… the fingers… Doctor!!
Kyu felt strange all of a sudden. Somebody help!! Doctor!!
"Hey you little brat! Coming or not?!” Yelled the bus driver, an old man with heavy beard. Kyuhyun startled for some moments before finally let go of Siwon’s hand. He quickly turned around and walked entering the bus to pick out available seat, leaving Choi Siwon… alone.
As the bus slowly moved, Kyu didn’t even care to glance outside of the window to see Siwon for the last time. Kyuhyun… was too busy looking at his right palm. The trace of Siwon’s skin, he could feel it still. And somehow, it created bizzare feeling that made him felt dizzy. “Aa… agh…” He squeezed his head. “Angh!” With both hands, he squeezed his head hardly. Help!! Doctor…
He kept on hearing that voice? Whose voice was that? His??
"Doctooor!!" Cho Kyuhyun screamed in panic. “Doctor!!!”
The doctor and two nurses ran fast to the room, directly handled the patient who was having hard seizure. “Get me Fosphenytoin!” The doctor shouted and pointed at Kyuhyun. “And someone get him out of here!”
One of the nurses grabbed Kyuhyun’s arm. “Kyu-ssi, please wait outside.”
"I’m not leaving him!"
"Please, let the doctor han…"
"I’m not! fucking leave him!!"
It took two male nurses to drag Kyuhyun outside, so he wouldn’t be such a bothersome. The young boy put up a good struggle, but at last he didn’t have any choice but to wait. He felt deep pain in his chest, how could he be calm when the person he loved the most was struggling inside of that damn room?! It frustrated Kyu alot that he could barely breathe.
"Don’t take him…" He begged to no one in particular, but his head withered down and his lips kept on whispering in sadness. "Pleaseee… please…"
4 hours later…
A beautiful nurse patted Kyuhyun’s shoulder to wake him up. The boy quickly opened his eyes and turned. “How is he?”
"He’s awake now. His condition has been stable for the past hour."
“I wanna see him.”
"You may." The nurse smiled. "But you should take some rest too…"
Kyuhyun nodded ignorantly before walking to the room again. He opened the door, walked in- and saw the man. With a heavy sigh, he smiled. “Hey…”
Siwon smiled back. “Hey…”
Kyu was silent for a moment, he watched Siwon’s slow breath. The man must be very tired since the surgery, those sleepless nights he had suffered after the car accident. Added with some continual seizures… he must be very… very exhausted. The doctor said that Siwon might gain full recovery in about a year, but with routine physical therapy, the heal would progress faster.
"I shouldn’t force you to come to the game conference. I should’ve known that you would speed up your car…" Said Kyu. "I’m sorry. I…" Tears suddenly fell onto the boy’s pale cheeks, and he was soon sobbling like a little child.
Siwon opened up his blanket and grabbed Kyuhyun’s hand. “Come here…”
He let the boy climbed onto the bed, and snuggeld onto his warm chest. Siwon hugged him, put him save inside of his firm yet fragile body. The man caressed Kyuhyun’s hair and heard the boy softly whispered. “You know what I love? I love the way you patiently play PC games with me even when you never like it…” He whined. ” I love how you would do anything in this world just to make me happy. So please… don’t ever leave…”
Kyu drowned his face even more into Siwon’s chest. “I need you…”
***to be continued***